Here is a lil something I wrote for what reason I do not know. It is a bit over-sentimental and just for the record Raptus is not becoming an e’mo again.

My main reason for posting this is because lately I was listening Jill Scott’s second album Beautifully Human and the first segment of one of the songs namely ‘Crossed my mind’ is similar to the last paragraph of this …




Whenever I feel this, I get scared for I do know that it will show and I cannot let that happen since it will only push you or me away. So, I decided to avoid your smile, your touch and your smell. This thing makes me feel so dim and controlled oh how I want to be so faithful to thee……. It must be a curse of some sort, my god this is not best for me…oh no! No! No! …I do not want it; it is not accepted or anticipated with delight and eagerness anymore.


Isolate …Isolate…isolate that is what my entire mind recites when I think of what I am feeling, for that is the only way I can suppress it and distant myself from it. I do need the isolation; the isolation will help me to be at that place where I can interact with you rationally, freely and unambiguously.


…..But your smell is deceiving I am not referring to your expensive cologne it is that smell your body emits when we are having hot sex in the third degree  and it has been creeping up on me now and again causing our joint love memoirs to erupt once again, prolonging this phase of isolation.


Damn i gotta restart my isolation again.



I wrote this abt a month ago (this is one of those things i wrote that i am not satisfied with) anyways I was indirectly  introduced to Beautifully Human unfortunately this week. So you see what I mean when I say that this writing thingy is hard, I mean a person that knows the song would naturally think that I am a copycat.


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  • Leon  On March 6, 2009 at 4:44 pm

    damn…silver dragon really swording ya tail. Hot cock in yuh smelly cyat.

  • Ace  On March 6, 2009 at 8:01 pm

    swagger jacker.. lol

  • Andre  On March 7, 2009 at 11:13 am

    Personally, I don’t like the happy Jill Scott on Beautfiully Human. I like sad Jill Scott. Nostalgic Jill Scott. Plain old angry Jill Scott. happy Jill Scott? Not so much. Same with Alanis Morrissette (sp?).

  • Silver Dragon  On March 9, 2009 at 12:48 pm

    Andre, I guess I feel a bit differently. If you recall her debut album ‘Who Is Jill Scott? Words and Sounds Vol. 1’ you would have heard tracks like:

    “A Long Walk”
    “He Loves Me (Lyzel in E Flat)”
    “It’s Love”
    “The Way” and
    “Love Rain (remix)”

    These were all rather upbeat, and those are the ones that really put her on my map and lead me to get deeply into “Beautifully Human.” We just have different tastes. Some like sensual sounds, while others prefer melancholy melodies.

  • Stolid Charisma  On March 9, 2009 at 9:56 pm

    What the hell is that?

    Is that music?

  • Ace  On March 12, 2009 at 7:53 am

    No stolid itz soft porn…lol

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